Optimistic

Alright so for the past few days I have been busy watching videos on YouTube that I find quite beneficial for me. I watched tips on efficient study, some hijab styles, skin care routine and of course some sick videos on exercising. For the past few months, I have been living in a state where I find everything annoys me, everything seem just not right, so out of place and one day it got me thinking, where did I went wrong? Well basically I think I'm just being negative towards everything. The results? I get emotional and I was devastated. I felt like my friends left me and etc but hey things happen right? So I just wanna share it right here since they're basically my thoughts that I don't voice out orally.

Alright so first things first. Honestly, being optimistic is such an effective way to reduce stress and the tension that you feel. Idk, maybe in most of the circumstances. It's totally okay to give it a shot. Truth to be told, I was never an optimistic person, more like the normal girl who over thinks everything and ends up feeling miserable. When I was in my foundation year, I always thought that it was hard and my peers are giving me a hard time. Well I learnt from my mistakes. Sometimes, positive thinking is just what it takes to be someone better emotionally and also mentally. What is life without some ups and downs? Positive thinking and being optimistic are important for us to stay on track.

Back in school, I had a fight with my friend (again, things happen, right?) and now I regret it. It's just because of that one immature, stupid fight we became distant. I hate it. We were supposed to be friends until now but I did apologize to her before I graduated but yeah, we still have some distance between us. I miss her. So, lets cut to the chase. No one can be happy if they treat others in a bad way (including yourself) because they're just like us. They have feelings and I know it's hard to forgive someone (especially if they did something really bad to us) but it's worth a shot I tell ya. Forgive, but never forget. 

This might be a little bit sudden to say this but I have come to a point where I think I need to give myself a makeover. Not a 100% of course hmm lets put it this way: Improvise. I feel like changing the way I dress just to feel like a new person LOL I even got a haircut and boy it felt wonderful! So yea, I watched some hijab tutorials on YouTube. It was worth a watch. That Youtuber demonstrated some pretty ways yeah oh and I love Michelle Phan!

To feel better physically, of course I gotta get up and get sweaty. I used to hate exercising but yah know I wanna have a toned body so gotta work for it. But I'm still struggling though since it's Ramadhan. You can look at Blogilates' channel, she is an amazing person I love her vids! She's so optimistic and full of energy and plus she has a grrreatt body! It's to die for like srsly.

Gotta get some sleeeeeep! It's 3.23 AM and I gotta wake up for Sahur :) I know this post might be dull and boring but hey, they're just my thoughts :)